But I can't change the past, only the future and - even more important - the now.
Living in the now. Living the day in its full extend. That's my goal!
What's going on in my life that I am starting to blog again?
The weigh was coming and going. Boys were coming and going. Motivation was coming and going. And so on.
But now I am planing to make one of my biggest dreams come true: Going to Asia for 1 year!
So, starting with that step, I am taking even more steps into my "perfect life".
You know, asian girls are pretty (at least I'm thinking that they are looking like cute, and in the same time sexy, little dolls) and SKINNY!! I don't want to be that skinny, I just want to have a fit body, without all that fat, which is hanging at every part of my body.
I want to wear something like this until mid of July, without to be totally in shame while going in puplic dressed like that.
As you can guess, it's a goal, where you don't look particually at your weight but at the "outcome" (I hope you can get what I mean XD). But just in case I took my weight (it's just a normal habit though)
cu (soon! you have my word)
